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..all is chaos and order combined, so feel, feel the love arround you, never forget that it is existing, and if there is really nothing anymore, at least feel, even if it is the pain you got, which you sense around yourself, just feel it, dont get an sensless fuckin machine, thats just how those slavedrivers and controlling spirits wanted you to be, to grow their pervers idias in an world which doesnt have to be that way..................
be shapeless, formless, and from those you dont wanted to get touched in any way, be untouchable, but allways remember be the way you wanted to be and exept the same thing for another beeing or at least try it,................
beware n watch out, be concious, know yourself, belive in your self, if you cant reach the stars with the help of your "friends", be your own universe, only trees with strong roots can stay straight in the middle of an forest, only they can reach the highest places up in the sky !
fuck all those created illusions, fuck those who need their slaves to be someone, be your own master, of your conciousness, your spirit, your body and your mind, hit it when the moment has come, till than remain calm, stay anarchist n be!!!
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Genre: Funeral Doom, Experimental, D - Beat, Crust, Instrumental, Black metal
lYrIcS:
aufgewacht:
geschrieben 2006
heut morgen bin ich aufgewacht und dachte so bei mir,
was soll ich denn schon noch hier, was bekommt man schon hier?
vielleicht sollt ich mal rausgehen und beton sehen, frustriert..
vielleicht sollt ich mal ausreden oder doch nur krepiern?
heut morgen bin ich aufgewacht und dachte so bei mir,
soll ich lieber weiter träumen, das ich mich nicht verlier,
soll ich einfach losgehen, doch die beine sind zugeschnürt,
vllt sollt ich einfach mal lachen, würd ich nicht dabei erfriern........
heute morgen bin ich aufgewacht und dachte so bei mir,
ich steh jetzt auf setze mich hin, trink schnaps wein sekt und bier,
verrecken werd ich sowieso, hab mich im labyrinth verirrt,
menschen töten sich selber ab, warheit wird abgeschnürt.
wär ich doch blos nie aufgewacht, schöpfte ich jetzt kein verdacht,
das das leben nur aus paradoxen besteht und nur wichser haben die macht,
das hier nichts mehr zusammenpasst und natürlichkeit wird ausgelacht,
das die erde eine einzige zeitbombe ist, deshalb sag ich jetzt schonma gute nacht!!
with combined strength:
geschrieben: mai 2014
When i look out too the sky and i see the darkness within
I please you dead ghosts of martyrs who fellt for freedom in
life, give me the energie to defeat the mighty souls,
ohh let me seek revenge for all of us,
to through their own createt sicknesses on their chests
by wandering down through their evil thaughts,
to kill em in their dreams.
Ohhh all you suffering spirits, all you who got killed by the tyrants
I will rise for you n give those poor idiots what they
Desourve for good, combined with your powers in my flesh
Will we conqer their subconciousness, be the last breath in
Their nightmares while they are deep asleep…..
The last kings, politicians and slavedrivers
should feel what they gave us in life,
I will meditate for them to suffer, in eternity………….
When they hunted our souls,
When they sold us to evil,
letting us rot as their slaves
in the hellfires of their damn fields……
when they trapped us in their deadcitys
and their wars of money and blood,
when they stole our dreams,
trying to change our belives……………..
ohhh tyrants shouldn’t get born,
ohh all their systems shall fall,
once they’ll get what thy desourve
ignorant bossfuck-perverts
the heartattack when tey laugh,
the stroke when they wake up
The direckt death when they confess,
You once all will be dead/
You are allready dead
To the stars:
geschrieben 3.2014
Looking from far away through the eternal battlefields of life
While loneliness is trying to catch me, never let go from my side
All those forsaken humans blessed by their ignorance of fear
build their walls higher security desires n brings their death near
but i ll go when the light is gone,
i ll leave when the last light is gone.............
I ve lost my vision for those worlds, life or death, don’t know what is worse
Dedicate my hole spirit to the stars All trust to humannature fellt once apart
i offer my life my spirit to the stars
i offer my life my spirit to the stars
i never wanna be hollow again,
i never wanna be hollow again my friend.........
Those wars outside my body are floating so fast in timelaps away of my sight
As the war inside myself seems as eternal as my body my hollow, my will my light
Reality and my dreams become one as I live through this life till it slowly gets dawn
My visions have blastet me out of normalities, ready for other dimensions am I gone
When I touch my conciouness again I start feeling the pain of this spiritual game
The loss of lost love and all the lies of ourselves only tells me to leave till I m gone again
Its strange that nothing I loved ever came back, I would whish you could heare me if I d scream your name…………………..
If I could I would tell you exactly the same just again, my love is as strong as allways but than comes the rain.....................
another love story:
geschrieben ende 2013
words are painted overrunned,
so loud if i could listen
they would be torchering my sensitiv ears,
my eyes are turned coldblack,
filled with forgotten belived melancholic disilusions and fears,
dont want to hurt your peacefull existence, by looking in to your face, to loose the last ones of my falling lonely tears
you are asking me how we should go on, over this broken endless road of contrasting opposites and my brain just breaks appart,
like i go through all of this over and over again, an oblivion race,
where there was once all those answeres between bright colours, now iam blinded burned out from this lightning recuring eternal rain
still resisting, nearly dead of the last war, still rotten liying in this crave,
which those people digged me for, fallen into it to early,
searching in the shadows,
high up for a pice of light, falling and rising to turn it into hope,
forever damned in love,
contravened in life
and if you look into my face waiting for me to react, i cant stop searching in those empty rooms for a sign which let me feel alive, through the agony of memorys, it breaks me again in pices out of my dreams, my body anhilates, gone out of time, still carrieng massgraves on my shoulders no energy to stand up, no matter to fight
so are we now destructed from our pain inside or is it this fast world here and there still fading carrieng stones in my sad loved hope killing all of my sights, the present formed to stone as if existence stoped my thaughts, this circle of nothingess takes us appart kills our light, and where we can search? where we want to run? it seems there will be no place on this planet, no room to feel safe, no corner to hide.....
but iam still resisting, nearly dead of the last war, still rotten liying in this crave,
which those people digged me for, fallen into it to early,
searching in the shadows,
high up for a pice of light, falling and rising to turn it into hope,
forever damned in love,
contravened in life
Broken hearted:
geschrieben ende 2013
walking through the deadcitys,
small chances to survive,
an crying scream in the inside
for the loss of my sight
of all those coloured visions
which i got plugged in my mind
i barly knew our destiny and
get again the pain
and i faught for love and us
seems like i did a crime
see walking shells deletet feelings
brainwahshednations pride
a broken courage to live my life
without you its so dark
all time those dreams they hide
like behind covers in my blood
to feel that i could never ve been
how you wanted me to have, did i
never experienced
where all the suffering ends
when i looked into your face
and i saw your wide sweet eyes,
i could swear that i ve seen
the bright truth behind our lies
whats left is:
sadness anger and a broken heart
whats left is
dying matter falling appart,
whats left is
a stucking minds selfdestruct
whats left is
sadness anger and a broken heart
now i am dying slowly in those ruins
named my ways, walking them alone
you went away, no hope no grace
remembrance of the terror which
the loss of yours gave me
let me still feel my soul in jail
the opposite of free
with all the dirty little games
we play to our selfes
its mighty bossfucks profiting
where spiritcompassion ends
my head explodes, my heart just crushed
into the bloody truth, feel like a billion
years of pain for fools nothing to loose.
there is nothing anymore in this world for
me to find just the hidden schadows
far dimensions which us bind
when i looked into your face
and i saw your wide sweet eyes,
i could swear that i ve seen
the bright truth behind our lies
whats left is:
sadness anger and a broken heart
whats left is
dying matter falling appart,
whats left is
a stucking minds selfdestruct
whats left is
sadness anger and a broken heart
nur irgendwas:
DONT TEACH ME YOUR STUPID FOOLS OF SHIT
TO GIVE PRESSURE DOESNT MEANS TO BE AN ANARCHIST
TAKE YOUR FUCKING LIES WITH YOURSELF IN TO YOUR GRAVE
YOUR HEART S JUST WORKING N YOUR SOUL FOREVER IN JAIL
unreal worlds:
geschrieben anfang 2013
control is in front off all what i see
yellow lights of deathcities i just disbelief
the shadows of skyskraper make you fuckin blind
smoke of industrial, poor people they are crying
humans walking just till the next end
a new workingquest or you got blamed
no one know s whats real fucknin love
egoism soldiers, in their heads grows war
unreal worlds, like bombs in your brain
unreal worlds, giving you the pain
unreal worlds, there is no right way
unreal worlds, fools they never change
walking in circels and nothng remains
twilight personalitys, cold blood in their vains
the living death is waiting for all
creating black future, no emotions in fall
deep shadows in faces long nights in the eyes
kill or be killed just born to teach lies
damned shitheads produce victims of fear
it existS diying hope where freedom disapearS
unreal worlds, like bombs in your brain
unreal worlds, giving you the pain
unreal worlds, there is no right way
unreal worlds, fools they never change
Where have you been:
geschrieben ende 2013
what will you do if nothing is fair
what will you do if there is no way
what will you do if nothing is fair
what will you do if there is no right way
i loose myself, i am happy when i dont lose my soul
i am happy that i dont lose my soul
where have you been all the time,
all this time i am crying
where have you been all the time,
in this time i am crying
i dont care anymore
forgot about me
just leave me in peace alone
where have you been all this time
where have you been when i cry
where have you been when i cry
i go to die
where have you been when i cry
Running through eternal realities:
geschrieben ende 2013
i cant see a future, cant see reality
i cant sense my dreems, dont know where i stay anymore
am i human being or just a machine,
am i human being or just a machine
of the fashist regime
and in my visions i think to know
what might be the fault of our sorrow
but there are no words, which could this discribe
running through realitys, no signs of life
there are no words, which could this discribe
running through realitys, no places to hide
and in my visions i think to know
what might be the fault of our sorrow
so where did i had lived for, if i would ve closed my eyes
keep facing my mind to see through those lies
to travel to the horizons of all the skyes
keep facing my mind, for our spirits not to die
Awakening of the forgotten spirits:
geschrieben ende 2013
fuck revenge deep into the cold blooded vains of the killing dead
to give death to fear through the souls of systems to take the ashes,
the dust
of the everlasting discreating slavemachine to let it rot (for the rebirth of something else)
so why are you selfish freaks still playing life like an game by trying to win it
to give the dusty pleasures to your rotten selfes to create deserts in your hearts,
icelands to the hearts of your friends, to plant confusion like an virus to
fuckin damn human nature, to use, abuse the light and warming just for your own
bodys to water the seeds of frostmountaines
fuck revenge deep into the cold blooded vains of the killing dead
to give death to fear through the souls of systems to take the ashes,
the dust
of the everlasting discreating slavemachine
to cut the invisible conections to our minds and hearts from where those
sucking parasites transform and rob our murdered souls which they abuse
as long as their machines are running, as long as their machines are
killing as long as their machine stayes alive.................
so fight side by side against nations pride, heart by heart and fists to fists
so why are you selfish freaks still playing life like an game by trying to win it
to give the dusty pleasures to your rotten selfes to create deserts in your hearts,
icelands to the hearts of your friends, to plant confusion like an virus to
fuckin damn human nature, to use, abuse the light and warming just for your own
bodys to water the seeds of frostmountaines
so fuck revenge deep into the cold blooded vains of the killing dead
to give death to fear through the souls of systems to take the ashes,
the dust
of the everlasting discreating slavemachine
to cut the invisible conections to our minds and hearts from where those
sucking parasites which they transform and rob our murdered souls to abuse
as long as their machines are working
as long as their machines are running
as long as their machines are alive
as long as their machines are killing
i belive in anarchy
to break the invisible boarders to our soul
to break the invisible boarders to our mind
to break the invisible boarders to our heart
to break the invisible boarders to everything else
awakening of the forgotten spirits
rising of the forgotten spirtits
Todes StÄdte:
geschrieben 4.2010
die natur abgetötet, tiere beklaut,
stählerne gerüste voll beton hingehauen,
arbeitsmaschinen zieren die fabrik,
mit stählerner schlinge um herz und genick.
in hohen mauern sperren sie sich ein,
zwischen kleinen Fenstern zement und gestein,
durch die Luft zieht Abgas und Chemie,
der atem des todes ists den ihr so liebt.
todes städte
die natur geht drauf
todes städte
fressen die welt auf
todes städte
verdunkeln das licht,
bis der mensch am eigenen kot erbricht
Zombies irren verwarlost herum,
auf der suche nach fressen, ihrem konsum
auf der straße machiern die spießerarmeen,
zuchtexemplare des mördersystems.
Wolkenkratzer total folgepflastert
mit werbereklamen, düstren fassaden
hohe schornsteine, es regnet gift,
der industrienebel bringt die finsterniss!
todes städte
die natur geht drauf
todes städte
fressen die welt auf
todes städte
verdunkeln das licht,
bis der mensch am eigenen kot erbricht
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